Nagsisisi. :(

Ilang taon na ang lumipas. Ilang panahon na ang nagdaan pero na-stuck parin ako sa past. F*ck. I'm actually crying inside. F*ck. I f*cking hate my pride! I fucking hate my guts. Boohoo. Ba't ganon? Now i question myself why i keep on reading love stories. I hate realizing na may precious person akong iniwan at hindi binigyan ng chance kahit gusto ko. Yes, there was closure. Now, i just keep questioning myself kung bakit ganun naging decisions ko. Hayyyy. Stupid love. :(