I want to stop..

I want to stop.. BREATHING. :( Seriously depressed right now. Full of negative ideas, full of sadness, bored to death, heavily irresponsible. I know i need some help, but i don't want to speak up. I am not into the idea of sharing my thoughts. If i just suicide easy, i wouldn't have a problem. :( Good bye world! :(

You. Yes you. 01

Change format. :) Starting somewhat anew. Anyway, i feel sick. I feel sleepy. But i am still awake 'cause i'm watching KDrama My Sassy Girl/Delightful Girl Choon Hyang. :( I LOVE the leads. I love the plot. And I need their story right now. Nauubos na ang sweetness sa katawan ko. Nauubos na ang fun and excitement. It's a little too fake. And KDramas lang ang tanging solusyon sa kakulangang iyon. Yes, mababaw. But, what could I do? Not like i'm in a relationship para magkaroon ng daily supply ng tamis! (Oh, di ba? Oh so bitter sounding na?) Hayyyy. Me and my relationshit problems. :((( Thanks for reading. Will need to go back to regular programming! :( -J

Post 4. Basyang

Dear you, Do you know Basyang? Most likely, PAG-ASA named this fuckin' storm that is hitting Manila from Lola Basyang the story teller. Talk about irony? One that would make you fall asleep soundly, while the other will not even make you wince due to fear! Hey Basyang, you are sooo mahangin. Sobrang lakas ng hangin mo, there's no more electricity sa buong Manila. Yes, it isn't hot anymore, but how could we sleep knowing that we might wake up in another place cause you might take us with you din! Talk about grabe. :| We love bagyo, our country will definitely love you.. Please, just please don't leave too much casualties. That'll be heartbraking! We aren't even fully over Ondoy. :(

Beep, beep. -J