Dear you. Post 3. Immature.

Dear you, nagkita kami kanina ng ibang friends ko. Realized one thing that i know nuon pa. Oh, make that two things! One, is that i'm loveless. Actually made me laugh cause it had been a fact for quite some time now. Years actually. Second it that i'm immature. :) Til now, i haven't really considered it as a problem cause wala namang papalag pa eh. Kaya sabi ng friend ko kanina.. "Will you be interested in older people?" Sabi ko, oo naman. Siya, "Like, mature ones.. Para ma-even out yung childishness mo?" I answered with a quick laugh actually. Totoo kasi! Oh, kailan ba yang mature na yan? Hahaha.

Beep, beep. -J :)

Dear you. Post 2. Babad.

Dear you, you made me happy, you made sad. Yes, that was at the same time. (Bummer right?) But, what could i do? I'm so interested in you. I know my limits.. You are straight, and i'm gay. Can only love you from afar. Can only appreciate you when you're near. :)) Why are you so likable kasi e! (Yes, i'm blaming you. Hahaha.) I actually hate me for liking you, cause i'm dreaming an impossible dream. (Sigh.) Anyway, wala naman akong magawa e.. The only thing i could do now is look at your fb profile, drool on you pics, wait for updates though i know you are offline, and sigh. pathetic me. :)

Beep, beep. -J ;)

Dear you. Post 1.

Dear you, i am sad. Tinamaan na naman ng depression. It has been a month and 4 days since bumalik ako sa pagiging bum. Truth is, i want to be a nurse badly. :( Bad enough, you can't be a staff nurse in a hospital if you don't have contacts. And i.. DON'T have any. :( 2008 graduate and passer ako. It's already 2010! :(( Hay. Depressing. Besides mot having work, got one more problem. Love life. Been like this for 5 years? Need some change. Help.


Beep, beep. -J ;)